Slacking

I haven't been to the gym since Wednesday.
Thursday I couldn't get motivated.
Friday I was busy running around and then went to a concert.
I feel that I got a bit of a workout at the concert with all the dancing and consistent jumping up and down. My legs are still tight and sore from it.
Saturday and Sunday I was so exhausted and sore from the concert. Add in the fact that I was cranky from not having a cigarette since Thursday and those are my excuses for slacking.

Yesterday I finally bought (ordered) a jump rope. I expect to use it on the daily.

I need to come up with a meal plan.
I think I'll stumble a bit and make a grocery list.

Today, so far, I've eaten 3 pieces of bacon, 2 pancakes and drank 1 cup of coffee.

A Jillian Michaels infomercial was just on for 20 minutes. Hearing stories about people losing 30-40lbs in 90 days makes me feel so lazy. I want to do that.

I want fitness to be my addiction, my obsession. But, apparently I don't want it bad enough because it's not happening.